Its been about 5 years that my Mom has had cancer. She has battled cancer and won so many times over and gone through so many radiation and kemo sessions. I love my mom and it is obvious that God does to. She is still here after 5 years for me and my 3 brothers and 2 sisters. She is a miracle and her fight has made me a dovoted Christian. I found a Church that makes worshipping fun and I cant wait for Sundays to arrive because I love my Church so much. A year ago I was a completely different person, I was depressed from a 3 year relationship gone sour and I hated life. My brother dragged me to Church and I listened to the teachings and eventually I realized how foolish I was being. I found new friends, hung out all the time, went to Church, and eventually I forgot about the relationship and became a new found person. My taste in music changed, my lifestyles changed and my outlook on life has changed. I dont want to know how I would have ended up if I didnt have my Church and friends to go to.
Why I Am the Way I Am
June 24, 2009To Start
June 24, 2009My friends and family think Im a normal guy because I love to hang with my friends and family, I love fishing, camping, hiking etc. But, I try not to let anyone see the real me because I dont think they would understand. See, the thing is, Im very religious but afraid to let everyone see. I love going to my Church and worshipping. I also love going to community cleanups and doing what I can to help others. Once college comes around in the fall, I want to join the intervarsity program that is for Christians to meet and keep eachother on the right track. I just dont know if i can let my friends see the real me because I dont know if Im ready to show them what Im really like. I swear all the time and joke around with my friends by making fun of them for laughs. But inside I wish I could be the loving person Im supposed to be but I cant just all of a sudden stop acting like I always have, they will find it weird and probably wont like me anymore.
