http://whatsonmymind99.wordpress.com Just another WordPress.com weblog Mon, 03 Oct 2011 20:25:15 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.com/ http://s2.wp.com/i/buttonw-com.png http://whatsonmymind99.wordpress.com http://whatsonmymind99.wordpress.com/2009/06/24/why-i-am-the-way-i-am/ http://whatsonmymind99.wordpress.com/2009/06/24/why-i-am-the-way-i-am/#comments Wed, 24 Jun 2009 17:24:12 +0000 incubusy11 http://whatsonmymind99.wordpress.com/?p=4 ]]> Its been about 5 years that my Mom has had cancer. She has battled cancer and won so many times over and gone through so many radiation and kemo sessions.  I love my mom and it is obvious that God does to.  She is still here after 5 years for me and my 3 brothers and 2 sisters.  She is a miracle and her fight has made me a dovoted Christian.  I found a Church that makes worshipping fun and I cant wait for Sundays to arrive because I love my Church so much.  A year ago I was a completely different person, I was depressed from a 3 year relationship gone sour and I hated life. My brother dragged me to Church and I listened to the teachings and eventually I realized how foolish I was being. I found new friends, hung out all the time, went to Church, and eventually I forgot about the relationship and became a new found person. My taste in music changed, my lifestyles changed and my outlook on life has changed.  I dont want to know how I would have ended up if I didnt have my Church and friends to go to.

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